Note to self: Stop sighing. Go and look at yourself in the mirror. I mean it. Go sit down, stop thinking, and have a proper look at yourself. Stay for as long as it takes for you to realize that you are an actual person and you do actually exist. See your spots. Find your pores. Touch your scars. Smile: start in the corners and watch yourself change. Look into your eyes; dilate your pupils and dive in to them. You have to know yourself - you’re starting to forget. Remember, you are 20. You are 20. You are 20, you young and beautiful fool. Don’t go thinking you are anything more than you are. Don’t go dreaming your life away. You have just started. Wake up. Just wake up, stop sighing, and start doing what you feel you have to do.